All these years, I was looking for something specific. It was there. It was always there. Now i've forgotten what I was looking for. My mental patient once told me that we have to look at the bigger picture. That we are thrown so many things in life. And sometimes we're so focused on looking for this one thing, we forget the things right infront of our faces. The fact that it had to take someone so out of reality based thinking to tell me this and make me understand it, is amazing.
