i've taken so many risks this past year. i don't even know if i regret them. or if they are worth my time. i've been really down the past couple of days. i'm sorry if i've been a killjoy. this is why i usually hide these feelings. i don't like people caring about me. especially when it's not needed. but i'm hurting. i'm going to take my own advice and move on. i've a firm believer that things happen for a reason. and that we shouldn't regret so many things. because these things, at that specific moment did mean something. i'm really tired now. i've used up so much time just dwelling on specific problems. we'll eventually fix this up. we always do. i'm so sorry that this doesn't make sense to you guys. i hope you can relate to it somehow. i feel like running away from it all. and so i walked around wattle grove today, until my legs told me to go home. it felt great. i want to focus on other things. focus my energy on other people.
please fill me in.
anyways. i really want to plan a trip to melbourne or something. i pretty much suck at planning. so i'm just putting the idea out there. maybe just a weekend getaway. hopefully someone good at planning picks it up. who's up for it. bring everyone. we need it.
ps: i passed all my subjects this semester. i've maintained my credit gpa. which is pretty alright. i got a distinction, two credits and a pass. top stuff for half a med-science degree. i swear it is. the stuff we learn is like.. wtf. one semester to go. i'm burning.
